The summer of the accident was his senior year.
When I was in college, I bought a gift for a girl I liked for her birthday. It was always 100 yuan. Later, I saved up my life and bought her a bracelet. She said that the first sentence was not beautiful, but it must be very expensive.
… Song whole canthus dry.
She knew that Shen Zhi’s family would never ask him for expensive gifts.
At that time, Shen Fu and Shen Mu had not commented on the professor’s salary. Although it was not low, there was a child at home who increased his expenses and bought a large-scale suite, which would not give Shen Zhi much life every month.
At the age of fifteen, she hasn’t gone to Lujia.
The round-trip ticket from Nancheng to Yurao costs 300 yuan.
At that time, two people had just decided that it was difficult to be like a boy and a girl he was in love with.
Shen Zhi will go back to Yu Rao every half month because he is in puppy love, so he will avoid home and find that he is staying in a small hotel outside.
Falling in love costs a lot. Since sophomore year, Shen Zhi has come out to find a part-time job.
This is what she wants to know.
On her birthday, he took her out for dinner, and she chose a regular restaurant. When he wanted to give a gift, she dragged him to the decoration store and brought out 30 or 40 plush toys.
Shen Zhi didn’t want to think too much about the past, but he had to continue to say, At the age of sixteen, my parents sent Yu Rao to go to school. The policy is looser than that of Nancheng. I know that because they have to take care of the newborn, they don’t have more energy to take care of Yu Rao, who just went to me. Even though my mouth didn’t say anything, I found that it wasn’t so bad when I met you. At that time, you had to move some food to my house. I found this little girl so annoying, but later I gradually got used to you following me to do business days. You
Once I took you fishing for lobsters, and I didn’t like you just after the rain. You fell into the river with a fishing rod and broke your front teeth. When you came home, you ran upstairs and cried, but I couldn’t help laughing that you ignored me for several days. When I came home from school, I just saw you dragging a big footbath to the yard to take a shower and wearing shorts. That was the first time I fled.
Shen Zhi’s tone is full of nostalgia. Your grandmother has always regarded you as a boy and raised a 10-year-old girl. Her body has begun to develop. Later, one day, when she was halfway through her career, you suddenly put your hand on her chest and told me that bloating hurts. I must know the physical changes so much older than you, but I still have to trick you into saying that I bumped into her classmates at that time and joked that you were my little girlfriend. I didn’t deny that her girls at school didn’t seem as stupid and cute as you.
A breeze blew away his voice. I don’t know when I loved your heart. When I found out that I already liked you very much, I really liked it until I thought about living with you every night. But slowly, I found that life was really hard. No matter how good my grades were, I didn’t have the money or the potential to win the first place, but I was ridiculed by his boys. I was glad to see you holding a cheap doll品茶. I think the word top student is the greatest irony in the world.
In the past, Song Qingcheng’s chest was blocked by the past, but it wouldn’t really dissipate like smoke.
Whether it’s good or bad, even if it fades with time, the trace remains.
That year, she hid under the covers and secretly sent him a text message, full of fear and shame. Did you ever think that one day she would be a stranger?
That’s what you think. At that time, I didn’t feel ashamed of thirty or forty gifts, and I didn’t think there was anything wrong with courtyard life.
Song Qingcheng looked at his eyes and Shen Zhi felt that he was becoming more and more strange. Don’t say that you are me. It was your own choice. I really want to care about it. I have experienced so many misfortunes and should be more cynical. You are not living very well now. You have married a wife with a good family, and your relatives can hold their heads high. Your career is smooth and your parents are proud. There are young people in the eyes of your leaders.
If you had been with me and listened to me every day, you couldn’t afford a care worker every day. You had to take turns with me to take care of your grandmother in the hospital. You are different from me. If you want to be a human being, it will definitely drive you crazy. Song Qingcheng bent his lips. Or … did you get what you wanted now and lost a 360-degree corner that made you successful before you wanted to recover it? But I won’t belittle myself like that, even if you have the so-called unspeakable secret, I believe here that I won’t give it to the same person for the second time.
Shen zhi’s eyes fell on her face. If Yu Tingchuan is in the situation, are you still willing to follow him?
After asking him, he smiled gently. I’m not from the same background. It takes more effort to get something, and I may be cut off, just like a teaching assistant in a university loses his favorite person if he is slow.
Song Qingcheng said, You love yourself the most品茶. Just because you see money in your eyes and I’m not qualified to accuse you of anything, because I’ve become a person like you, but I won’t go back on my word. I never said I regret talking with you in front of you doesn’t mean I really don’t regret it at all.
As she spoke, her eyes turned red. I regret that the ignorant age promised to be with you. I can’t even tell whether I have feelings for you or just rely on you to give me a sense of security. Sitting in the courtyard with you gives me the illusion that I can rely on others forever, but how can people rely on others for a generation? You gave me a good lesson品茶. During that period, the whole person became very slow and felt that he was out of place with this society.
But I didn’t stop there to help me again. Song Qingcheng didn’t shy away from Shen Zhi’s eyes. The two men looked at her and continued, It’s not because I still expect you to call me at the airport before going abroad with Liu Yunxuan. You said a word. You told me to wait for you for five years. I never thought about waiting for you. Gu Hengyang appeared. He was very kind to me and tried to associate with him, but soon found it inappropriate. If there was no opinion from his family at that time, I would definitely come out of that place with him. I can’t put love in a high position since I was young品茶. I have more important things to do. I can’t treat love as a life department, but I will try my best to take good care of him. This is the only thing I can give him.
Shen Zhi is also red-eyed. Song Qingcheng says every word, every sentence is like sulfuric acid corroding his heart, but he can’t scream.
There is no other meaning to say so much Song Qingcheng said softly, I am going to get married soon. Maybe it is because the children don’t know which day to divorce, but I can also get what I want. These years have made me feel tired and now I want to live a plain life.
Shen Zhi said, You’re right. I may never reach Yu Tingchuan’s social status in my whole life. Even Gu Hengyang’s starting point is my achievements after a few years of struggle. I don’t want to see it at a glance. I can work twice as hard as others. Believe it or not, I always love you. Maybe it’s melodramatic but it’s true.
Song Qingcheng’s words can be said, Go, grandma doesn’t know that since we didn’t say it beforehand, don’t tell her that I don’t want her old man’s house to be sad again.
Shen Zhi moved his throat and seemed to say that no matter how much he left, he looked at her again. Yutingchuan is not suitable for you, whether it’s from selfishness or it’s Hengyuan Shenzhen Industrial Park. Five or six people were killed in an accident. One of them reported that there was a handler there who refused to promise to hide it, so Hengyuan senior officials were busy dredging it everywhere, but they were sad and depressed.
Do you know anything? Shen Zhiwen
Song Qingcheng did not respond.
The position of the Li family happened to be occupied by someone. Yesterday, Hengyang’s mother came to the hospital the day before yesterday to make trouble. I heard that he followed his mother’s surname …
Song Qingcheng interrupted him, I don’t want to care about the family. I know it’s good now.
Shen Zhi looked at her at noon, and a large shadow fell on the back wall of the sun, and the coolness came as if she was calm and often looked really indifferent or tried to be brave. For a while, he could not see through putting his hands in his trouser pocket and clenching them. It was not long before he whispered, Don’t go out here again.
With that, I left first, and I didn’t care if she followed me.
The whole song dynasty slowly leaned back against the wall for a long time to calm his emotions.
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Song Qingcheng has just left the hospital and hasn’t gone to the restaurant yet. She received a message from her grandmother to stop buying lunch and went back to the ward to see Lao Zhao sitting talking to her grandmother. There are two heat preservation boxes on the bedside table.
I’m afraid that the restaurant outside is not nutritious. Aunt Gong cooked some food and I sent it over.
Lao Zhao said with a smile
Sorry for your trouble Song Qingcheng apologized.